There was a time when I was dying to grow up,move out of house so as to become independent,see this world 4m my own eyes and deal with the challenges life would bestow upon me in my own style.
2 yrs be4 when i finally entered this stage,every1 advised me that this world is not so simple to face and not just to go by its looks.I was pretty determined that yes I will surely do it.Time passed on and during dese two yrs,every now n den when i was so cooked up wid seeing diff faces of ppl in dis world n tired of enacting that yes i m pretty brave to handle it,i would look arnd for a solace -- n dat wud me my HOME.
I just wasn't aware of the reason behind it.
2 yrs hence, I realize why I always love so much going back home whenever I could.It was a surprise.It was just that dere I meet the real ME-the child in me who is pampered,who doesn’t has to behave maturely every nw n den to deal with issues,who feels more protective n secured as my parents-my Penultimate guides r there wid me--24 by 7.They are the ones who won't ask for any explanation if i do something wrong instead patiently guide me up and lovingly make me see d right way,quiet unlike dis world which makes me learn some lessons of life brutally,at every turn in life.Parents will appreciate me whenever i m down n out to make me feel more confident n realise my potential unlike the ppl of this world who won't leave an instance where they could dampen my self-confidence.
2day i sit back n wonder,till how long would i be able to put up dis fake brave look on my face n face dis not so very friendly world,i wonder could i ever become so REAL again n have those days back in my life again forever simply cz they were D BEST DAYS of my life!!!
D best days ll always be there... n u realize there value only when u have days worse than those. so njoy both n rock on luvly writing anyways
ReplyDeleteVery nysly put up.Can see a budding writer trying to come out of shell.Gud wrk. BTW Cheer up Lady.. It isnt dat bad outside either..
ReplyDeleteWell nicely written. Just cheer those special moments and move on dear :)
ReplyDeleteI know it can be really bad at time outside :) ...but that'z how everyone learns!!
Soon u ll find new responsibilities on your shoulders..new life...n then probably u mite have to replicate the same scenario :)
-Sometimes it's better to cherish the memories of past, think about future but make most of your present !!
Life has a number of voids to offer....those generally feel like an abyss whenever they come across us..And trust me its one of those that u r feeling right now...But an old adage "Time is the best healer" apposes a synonymy in these kind of situations. Just try to live every moment...it always has something to offer...Grab those dear....
ReplyDeleteOne thing I wud like to mention that I was also one of the victims of these voids...
Nicely expressed views...congrats 4 the beautiful writing..:)
Very nicely written and very well expressed....
ReplyDeleteNo need to be fake every time because good people still exist in this word and this word offer everything you want.
Also bad time is very much necessary in life.
After which only we truly understand the meaning of happiness.
Nicely written...Don't loose heart bacha, this is what we called life...so enjoy every moment...Try to learn from bad times and don't worry, do ur best and rest leave on GOD.He will surely take care of u...SO enjoy every moment sweety...:)
ReplyDeleteg8 going ma'am...Anuja, the blogger!!!!
ReplyDeleteeveryne goes frm dis stage n nw is ur turn.
if world ws supposed to be so cozy , dere wasnt need for family & friends.
luk ard u n find people with real faces.till we come up against ppl with fake faces, we dont value true faces/friends...
be assured , u r a brave girl n as far as i know , the smile on ur face is nt a fake one , bt for real.dont let d child in u die n i knw u wont...as there's no point in being grwn up if u cant be childish sometimes....
@All:: Thank u so much for ur honest views::
ReplyDeleteOne common thing i wud like to clear is---I m not @ all depressed or sad--by only conclusion was that wish this wordl becomes so simple that ppl like me can live in here as ME :) :)
Wonderful thoughts...
ReplyDeleteWhen i was reading it.... i felt like how a growing see the new world.....
How he/she face the world's ifs and buts.... How he/she learn.....
But At the end, I would say "Cheer....Thumb Up and Live Life lively. Sare ifs & buts ek taraf rakha do"